que paso?

I've been slacking. Even though I've had so much on my mind the will to write it all down, well.. has been non existent. So here's what's been going on these past two weeks.

I've been played, a guy I thought I could actually like aside from Albert, well yeah, turns out to be a dick. Should I really be surprised? It's me we're talking about. So, I'm peacing out from that. I don't deserve it. I deserve a guy who's always going to treat me right, now only when its convenient for him.

I've been neglected, the man I adored so much now doesn't even think about me. Like seriously dude, what's up with guys? Since you got your girlfriend you've shown me exactly how prominent I am in your life. I'm out.

I've been pierced. I'm so stoked. Thanks to Lou he kept his promise & paid for my most recent piercing. I'm in love with it.

I've been told I'm beautiful, lately an excessive amount of people, not just guys, have been pointing out my slightly above average level of attractiveness. It's nice to hear, but its not getting me out of this slump.

I've been anxious, in a few short weeks I'm going to see the love of my life, the one I could never have & his most incredible family. I'm so excited, so nervous. Lord help me!!

I've been abandoned. My best friend left to San Jose. Boyfriend is all that matters now.

I've been given hope. Mom now has over two months clean! Go mommy!![:
& sister is now working so things should come easier!

I've been let down. Albert, I was really mistaken with a lot of things. REALLY mistaken. I thought since you knew it was going to happen you would do something to prevent it. You proved to me just how insignificant
I am & how weak you are.

That's all I got for now.
Dude, thug life.

I saw this quote & liked it;

"The human heart has hidden treasures, in secret kept, in silence sealed; the thoughts, the hopes, the dreams, the pleasures, whose charms were broken if revealed."