day 2 - your crush

Alberto Pena Limon Jr.

Querido, I don’t know what brought me to you. But you should know, I’m going crazy about you.
Before you came around, I couldn’t remember how to smile. Then you introduced the smile Nazi & the smile hasn’t left since. I read back to the first messages over my yearbook, they make me smile. When I first saw you, I felt like I knew you, even though you used to work for LP for vons, I doubt that’s it.
I think its something greater than that.
Why does everything seem to match up? Our timing, in sync.
When you walked into my life, it was crumbling, I no longer felt the need to do anything but sulk. You found me & put the pieces back together again.
I never want to sleep anymore, because talking to you seems like such a better use of time. Reality is better than dreams. But when I do dream, its your face. Then sleeping doesn’t seem so bad.
You pull the friend card. It’s like a dagger in my heart. Then, to make it worse.. you said little sister. Ohh lord.
You remind me of everything good in my life.
But you’ll never know how I feel, its almost like I don’t exist.
It’s not like I’ll tell you any of this either, its just noise.
Maybe one day..
Querido, I like you. I want to help you forget about her, about the pain. I want to remind you about the good things, I want to show you romance, love, happiness.
I never want you to hurt again & with me you never will.
But yet, you’ll still never know. But I can’t say I never said anything, its right here.
No matter the outcome, I’m here for your downfall, your triumphs, tears, or the smiles. Always here, never forget that.