day 4 - your siblings

Posting an hour early ;p

We will do this one at a time:

Christine- Noelle Hokulani DeForrest-
you've been in and out of my life for the past 4 years, I do believe. No words can explain what that did to me. Now, I find hypocrisy or double standards. Whatever you want to call it.
You left me for months at a time, but I'm not allowed to leave with my friends for a few hours without guilt. You're insecure about my friends. You feel that they're 'replacing' you. I don't believe that's possible. I can talk to them about different things, in different ways. Some things just can't be said to you.

You know I love you more than anything. You're the truest friend I've had EVER. We've always been close. I don't foresee it changing anytime soon. I know times have been tough, we are both on edge, but it happens. Life shappens. We, better than anybody, know that.
Just the few precious moments we spend laying in bed, talking about everything, talking about nothing mean the world to me. Somehow we will figure this out. We will be happier. Trust me, its going to change.



Dana Elaine Thompson -
Silly Bear(:
Oh my silly bear, you never stop amazing me. God gave me such wonderful gifts. I couldn't have asked for better.
As you may or may not know, I had no idea you were coming into this world. Mommy kept it a secret. I didn't meet you until you were two months old, I think. Mommy picked me up from school. I was a big bad tough fourth grader. Lani then is nothing compared to the Lani now.
I still see that picture, the first time I ever fell in love.
Now, you're away, it breaks my heart everyday, but I know its where you're safer. Better off, no matter how bad it sucks.
Some of the things you say and how strong you are make me question who raised you, and then I remember. Three of the strongest women to roam this earth.
Babygirl, keep your chin up. Keep going.



Daniel Alan Thompson
Bubboo(:
Oh dear. The man of my life.
You, my handsome little man, are the most like me. Sometimes I feel bad for you because of that. You have my attitude, my strength, my weaknesses.
For this short while, you have my job, protecting my baby girl while I'm not around.
You've taught me so much about myself. You help me better understand my emotions because now I'm watching them from the outside perspective.
You and your sister inspire me to be greater. To do things I never thought I could possibly accomplish. Yet I do because you two give me the courage to push my limits, expand the horizon. You two deserve so much more than you have, I swear to any supreme being that you guys will get it, get everything.
Forgive me for my weaknesses, I wish you got better ones.
I love you more than anything.